First Tuesday of February 2025

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First Tuesday of February 2025

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February 4, 2025

God is nothing but good to me. He knows what my heart contains; what my heart mourns and rejoices. 

I started 2025 with the same gut retching feeling and emptiness I felt in 2024. It was only a few weeks when the year started that I began feeling it AGAIN. I am so tired of it. I thought when the year ended it will disappear as well, but it did not. The only hope I was clinging to was God. He's always sending me a message that I will get through it. Sometimes through a random IG or FB post, sometimes through people I encounter. 

The message is so clear. He still wanted me to push through and continue. He knows how much I wanted to give up, but He made me hold on. Now, I can't wait to see what 2025 will bring. He made me His strongest warrior in 2024, what would I be now? This might seem uncertain, but one this is for sure -- that I'll always be His.




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